Katiedid have ONE month.

Just one month. 

As in four weeks. 

Until mini-martin's due date. 

March 7th has seemed like worlds away for so long. 

It is a day I know will eventually come, but I have no clue how it will go. 

I am a control lover. 

A wedding, a party, a holiday...

I can plan it like a professional. 

The day I become a Mommy and we become parents...

I am lost. 

Here are the things I know:

1. 

I will be a complete mess no matter what.

Just thinking about meeting this mystery person that has shared my body for the past 9 months makes me cry big fat happy tears. 

MM and I started dating in high school. 

For so long I have hoped for, prayed for, and dreamed about our future together. 

We have been immeasurably blessed and are so thankful for God's greatness. 

I can not even imagine holding His perfect creation and combination of us for the first time.

Here is proof of just how emotional I am already!

2. 

This little crib will be holding or precious angel very soon. 

Hopefully, our rocker will arrive before mini does too.

After his/her arrival a gender specific rug and accents will also be added. 

3.

These fun baby accessories will actually be put to use! 

4. 

Mini-Martin will be likely be soothed by the sound of a vacuum cleaner. 

They say if you sing to your baby while pregnant, he/she will recognize your song and be soothed by it once he/she arrives.

Well, this girl can not sing!

I don't even sing to myself. 

But, I do vacuum almost daily like a crazy lady. 

Hopefully, mini recognizes this lovely noise and Momma can clean away once he/she is here!

5. 

I will stress over every little decision I must make pertaining to this sweet baby. 

See.

I can't even decide on a delivery day beanie!

So, here are the SIX different alternatives I made.

6. 

MM will be an outstanding Daddy. 

He already loves our little girlie fur ball like it's going out of style. 

7. 

I have SO much to do in the next month. 

I have diligently been focusing on NP clinic hours so mini-Martin can have my undivided attention once he/she comes. 

I currently have 168 out of 240 hours completed. 

So, that's 72 more to go!

I think it can... I think I can... I know I can!

Well, this is another post written before 7 am. 

{Sleep and I are not the best of friends these days.}

But, off to the clinic I go!

We have another mini-Martin check up tomorrow!

During our last visit he/she wasn't cooperating for the ultrasound tech and we didn't get any great pictures. Too many hands and feet in the face!

We did learn that mini-Martin isn't so "mini" anymore. 

{5lbs 3oz at 35 weeks}

We can't wait to see how much growing took place in a week. 

Gauging by the size of my belly, I'm guessing a lot!

Let the countdown to meeting mini-Martin begin!